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WOuldnt it be nice if we could wake upin the morning when the day is new..... [07 Sep 2006|08:11pm]
I know live journal is so freshman and sophmore year lol, im just bored outta my mind and a little bit out there tonight, it might still be the Dog valuim working its way outta my system idunno. Lately ive been thinking more and more about atlantic and being back in high school. I know we havent been out of high school for very long but i do miss it. I miss seeing sean in the halls, and always knowing where i am going and stuff college sucks. I found my atlantic photo album the other day and it made me miss freshman year. In the mix of cleaning my room sean found the santa picture with JEn Kelsey and mike, those were good times. whose up for goingto see teh pervertted santa this year? I really dont know what happened somewhere along the line i ended up at olympic and it was alright, i miss it how it was when mike and alex were together and alex and evan didnt despise eachother. ME and sean celebrated a year this week but with that anniversary was also the anniversary of our group of friends not being our group anymore. I miss the lunch crew plus alex lol. I saw evan and mike today which was like a first since the first day of school. Evan thinks im miserable, hell i know im miserable, school, work ,home, repeat, thats my routine. I want to one day reconnect with the people from atlantic, and jeremy even though he turned into juli's bitch. Thats another thing that has been bugging me lately, Jeremy was one of the best people that i knew boy did he turn into an asssss!!!! On a happier note, me Alex and DAn are going to take the adventrue to Miami this weekend :) I miss sean alot, ill be in miami next year though its not too far away. well this is long enough






And wouldnt it be nice if we could live together in the kind of world that we belong.
1Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

[19 Aug 2006|12:11pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

school starts monday, blehhhh Sean left yesterday, bleh, i think life just basicly sucks, sean will be home on labor day he better at least. I work monday tues and wed this week is soooooooooooooooo gonna suck

1Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

[04 Jul 2006|09:15pm]
im bored so i decided to write in here. The summer is fairly boring I love my new job, stabbing animals is a major plus hehe I know that sounds horrible but its fun. theres some guy on TV thats getting a testical implant hehe that amuses me sooo much hehe the testical they put in is blue. does that mean they always have blue balls? I had some yucky organis cereal this morning Sean lied organic does not taste the same. Sean is leaving me on friday for a whole 10 days what am i gonna do? LOTS OF SHOPPING :) and i better get a present... and he knows it :) Im scheduled to work a lot the next two weeks its okay as long as its not with Mona. I got my tattoo I like it so far but i already see places i want to have it touched up. I wanna get another tattoo some time. it was a really awesome rush. I dunno what were gonna do for the 4th today sean hates the beach and fireworks... so whats tehre to do. We talked about going to the casino with his dad and pauline ... maybe, gotta love gambling lol, im gonna head to seans now laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Between the razor and her wrist

[04 Jul 2006|04:17pm]
ITs sad when all you need is someone to talk to but you just dont have anyone. I hate relationships
2Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

TACOOOOOOOOOOO [01 Jun 2006|10:57pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

1. Are you in a relationship? yes
2. Are you currently fighting with anyone? nope!

3. Where do you live? deerfield

4. What is your favorite candy? shocktarts... I just like the idea of being electricuted

5. Favorite thing to do in the summer? Being a bum

7. What was your least favorite subject this year? DCT just cause of the stupid pplls

8. What was your favorite subject this year?gym it was amusing

9. Current top 4 favorite songs? couldnt tell you
10. Last time you drank alcohol? christmas at seans moms house

11. Name something that's on your mind? taco bell

12. Something you regret recently? not going to grad nite... but not really

13. When is your birthday? june 30

14. What school do you go to? FAU

15. What kind of cell phone do you have? Treo PDA 600

16. What are you doing right now? sitting in my Pjs

17. Something embarrassing that happened to you lately? Spilling my drink tonight at the George Snow thing

18. Something recently that made you really happy? Orlando

19. Something recently that made you really sad? Graduating

20. What are your favorite colors? Pink and orange

22. Reading anything? someone worth knowing

23. What is your favorite outfit? sweatpants and a tank top

24. Favorite drink? water

25. Alcoholic drink? nopers
26. Where is your second home? Seans and paulines house
27. Last time you went to the doctor or dentist? last week
28. Currently listening to? the TV

29. What does your bedroom look like right now? clean i did that today

30. Favorite movie? xmen ... ugh not
31. Last movie you watched? da vinci code or X Men or over the hedge dont remember wat order we saw them

32. Do you have braces? no

33. Do looks matter? sometimes

34. Do you like your life? ususally

35. Favorite place to be? pool

36. Favorite place to shop? Wellingotn

37. Bad quality about yourself? over reacter

38. A good one?belhb

39. When was the last time you went shopping? this morn

40. What is your favorite breakfast? lucky charms
41. Have you ever been in love? yes

42. Have you ever thought you were in love? yep

43. When was the last time you cried? dunno

44. What did you do last weekend? Islands of adventure and universal

45. When was the last time you went out to eat? yesterday...

46. Have you ever called a teacher mom? nopers

47. Favorite summer vacation? dunnoi

48. What are your nicknames? too many
49. How many friends on myspace do you have? toomany

51. Last time you went to the mall? yesterday

52. Are you thinking about somebody right now? yeah

53. Who was the last person to text you?Austin

55. Who was the last person you text? Sean

56. Who was the last person that called you? Lori

57. Who was the last person you called? austin

58. What color is your hair? duno

59. Does anyone like you?dunno

60. Do you think you might be getting with someone sometime soon? already am

61. Look to your right, what do you see?printer

62. Your left? pens

63. Do you like yourself? usually

64. Are you closer to your mother or father? mommy

65. Favorite feature of the opposite sex? Personality

66. Name the last person you hung out with? sean does he count?
67. Last time you took pictures of yourself? yesterday

68. Last time you went skinny dipping? not lately
69. Are your lips chapped? never

70. Gotta crush on someone? already taken

Between the razor and her wrist

[16 May 2006|11:39pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

High School is over for good, Im bored , and being forced to wake up at 7:30 blahhh I usually at least get to sleep till 8. Boomers tomorrow and graduation rehersal.

Between the razor and her wrist

[04 Jan 2006|12:07am]
[ mood | loved ]

i dont update this thing that often but wat ever... its like 12 and my day of fun has just ended, I looked through all the myspace thingys yeah that was fun... i dunno. i look at everyones everyone stayed friends. its nice. with graduation less than 5 months away. i cant help but wonder how things would have been had i stayed at atl. im happy tho. I have sean who has to be my bestetest friend in the world. i couldnt have asked for anyone more amazing. I dont talk to the original ppl i left atl for. Juliano's an ass hole and jeremy is right up there with him. this is a pointless entry.. screw it im bored tho. IM going to sleep now LATER.............. I LOVERS SEAN



...I'm not afraid of tomorrow. I'm only scared of myself. Feels like my insides are on fire. And i'm looking through the eyes of someone else...

1Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

[22 Oct 2005|08:40pm]
[ mood | blank ]

ive reached an all new level of boredness. I havent updated this thing in the longest time..... well lets recap. last week was long and boring then sean left for ohio on friday and i worked yesterday and today. talk about torture fucking rochelle pissed me off she thinks shes better then everyone else. FUCK HER. managers meeting tomorrow should be interesting maybe me and sharon will just quit.. ugh iimmm soooo temmpted. I cant wait till dawn comes back. Its a saturday and im sitting at my sisteres house with my parents watching children... how sad!!!!!! it happens. i should prolly go order my class rings... you are suppose to wear them your senior year.. cause im a jenior does that mean i gotta wear it 2 years. I hate children more and more and i hate being home more and more. i wanna run away. i wanted to drive over to marco island this weekend and go canoeing with sean but its tooooo cold the fucking high is gonna be 65 god kill me. im out later

2Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

[22 Sep 2005|09:46pm]
The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
1Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

[22 Sep 2005|09:38pm]
Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell...

But word is, you kiss pretty well.
3Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

[12 Sep 2005|06:49pm]
ShINoBi DRAgoN17 (6:47:50 PM): well actually i placed it int he hole.......wait what....wow this is so nto comign out right..a.ctualyl oyu knwo what...lets start over...HI I'm Sean, I ahve a crooked Penis, no upper lip, and a mommy with boobs the size of my head...and I think I love....oh wait HEART you


<3
Between the razor and her wrist

[10 Sep 2005|11:59am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Everythings been kinda all out there. MAjour like ups and downs but things should strighten out by momday or tuesday. went to the beach on thursday and took pics for frenchie and then walked in the rain on wednesday the rains amazing and so is the person i walked with.... Yesterday sean me and dan hung out all night hhehehe we made dan swim! we made baked ziti and my mother like questions sean and told him he had to do something amazing with his mind. and i Brushed dans hair :) I gotta work today... hehe sleep in the stcok room! and tomorrow depending on seans mom were gonna do something. FOOD SHOPPING! Im off to work! I HEART YOU!


and i dont want the world to see me
cause i dont think they'd understand
WHen everthings meant to be broken
I just want you to know who i am

1Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

i dunnoi [30 Aug 2005|07:29pm]
[ mood | blank ]

yeah well things got worst ..... i thought they couldnt .. hmm go figure. well school basicly sucked and then work was depressing. Sawn kept trying to be all happy and stufff,, it was hard to handle cause everytime she thought you werent look she would look all depressed. I under stand people and relationships change but sometimes i honestly wonder why? Im having a hard time comprehending everything lately and im having an even harder time concentrating. xoxo I love alex and dawn!

1Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

why? [29 Aug 2005|07:06pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

well i know i dont update this thing all that often but wat ever i update it when bad stuff happens. the passt 2 weeks were most definatly amazing ! shaving sean .. then evan then seeing ppl i haent seen in forever and planning the next couple months lol and years. Then today dyeing evans hair.. and molesting seans belly button. all good fun.... Then the downer! Dawn found out shes not gonna be able to come back.. i mean what fucking bullshit. there not gonna hold her position. i mean seriously Im not gonna stay theres no way i can work under sheena as a club director... FUCK HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i lost the already microscopic amount of respect i had for her. Im really agravatted.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! some one call me im tired of sitting in the house alone,,,, i shoulda stayed at alexs...Im gonna call jessi at work seee if we can come up with a present for dawn.

1Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

another day [15 Aug 2005|07:17pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

well its monday:( although it wasnt too bad... im just really tired of getting my hopes up about something and then have them shot down last minutte.. grr oh well ill get over it . school was alright. sean made some kid bleed it was interesting, i didnt go to chem again ohh wellll ill go tomorrow. had work at 1 ehh it was alright in the beginign and then dawn had one of her mood swings and everyone was all not in a good mood. but before all that in the stock room i laughed with dawn the hardest i think i ever have, shes crazy! Dorris came in which was a shoking sorta good surprise it was good seeing him and feeling like one of those real hugs. i dunno im glad me and him are good now.. under black wings show on sat... come and show support. im really looking foward to it for some odd reason,, lol I havent been to PIS since july 9th hmmm night to remember... NOT . OMG i missed annie today when i was in the stock room grrr i miss her not working with us :( VAnessa is soo on the verge of being fired and meagan pissed dawn off...damn it working in an all girl store the PMS is insane! well its 7:30 and imm off to bed cause im agravated. o0o0o i saw dor and spencer coming out of work :) hehe i miss ATL although Olympic semi-rocks

Between the razor and her wrist

[14 Aug 2005|08:46pm]
list 20 people you know in NO particular order.
1. Aleja
2. Mike P
3. Evan
4. Sean
5. Mike D.
6. Austin
7. rachel
8. Courtney
9. Chris
10. Andrew
11. Freddie
12. Jackie
13. Danny
14. Bryan
15. Dan
16. Chuck
17. Kelly
18. Tiffany
19. Sabrina
20. jessie

-How did you meet 13?
first day of gym freshman year

-What would you feel if you never met 5?
it would suck


-What do you honestly think of 10?
he has some issues but i absolutly love him

-would or did 19 and 8 go out?
hmmm court and brina... hot stuff

-have you ever liked 7?
of course i love her¢¾

-If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need them to know?
that she is absoulutely amazering and that im coming after her

-would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
uhh no,

-Describe 3 in 3 words:
crazy,comfy, crazy

-Do you think 12 is hot?
ooh yeah lol

-Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
nonahh i doubt it

-What do you think when you see 4?
hehe goat....<3

-tell me something humiliating about 11.
i had to teach him to kiss

-do you know any of 6's family members?
yea

-What's 20's favorite color?
pink


-on a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
uhmmm not

-what would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
weirdnesssss

-what language does 19 speak?
english, i think?

who is 8 going out with?
nobody... that i kno of

-is 9 a boy or a girl?
a boy, maybe a bit gay tho

-would 18 and 4 make a good couple?
no way... although she'd make a better girl friend then his currently

-what grade is 17 in?
12th

-When was the last time you talked to 12?
a long time ago

-What is 3's favorite band?
well it was cannible corpse and slipknot

-does 2 have any siblings?
a sister


-what is 20s last name?
not a clue

-what is 5's middle name?
anthony

-what is 10's fantasy?
smoking out on his own boat

-would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
i would def say so

-what school does 16 go to?
Atlantic...represent lol

-what school does 1 go to?
Olympic

-where does 9 live?
boca

-would you make out with 13?
eww hes like my adopted younger brother

-are 5 and 6 best friends?
hells no

-does 7 like 20?
i don't think they know each other

-how did you meet 15?
juliano

-is 12 older than you?
nopers
-is 2 the sexiest person alive?
Most deffffffffff
2Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

[10 Aug 2005|07:24pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]

Well im gonna update on my way too amazing day! In the begining i was all like yeah i soooooo dont wanna go and stuff but once i got there it was AWESOME! I saw mike n sean first thing, and then aleja! and evan and dan and just like a bunch of ppl it was like woahhhh i know you! hehe. I have such a BULLSHIT schedule its amazing! DCT and ojt for like 3 classes and then the other 4 are just stupid my relitivly hard class is english 4 and thats only cause we start writing our college essays like this week! I didnt get any classes sept for english with like anyonw i wanted ,,, but on a brighter note i didnt have and with the ass holes that i completely dread. I got out at 12:30 and then waited a bit and we all went to mcdonalds... the old lunch crew is split up sooo it sucks but other then that my day waas fantabulous hehe its amazing that school pulled me outta my like miserable mood...hehe class of '06!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

2Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

[10 Aug 2005|04:22pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

7Found her tempting fate|Between the razor and her wrist

[09 Aug 2005|01:00am]
HAPPY BDAY JEN!!!!!
Between the razor and her wrist

[08 Aug 2005|11:29pm]
[ mood | content ]

ITs funny how things change. and yet stay compleetly the same. I get away from the work drama and theres high school drama or i get away from the school drama and then i get the work drama... damn drama queens... today was blahish i worked with aleja.. hehe i woke her up but it was dawniffers fault. NEW LIBBY DU's tween idol isnt soo bad and most girls want the old rising star. so its all good. hehe sheena pissed aleja off today nothing unusual someoned always pissed at her. I got my schedule worked out woohoo such a nothing year. im considered a senior :) it was soooo weird to be called that from ms durden today. this is it one more year of high school :) Seans girlfriend visited me yesterday it was akward. and jen visited me tooo :) ive missed her mucho. its funny to see all the atlantic schedules and know i wont be going there and my classes are complete bullshit and not even close to that hard. Junior years suppose to be the hardest year hehe leave it to me to get around that ;) I talked to a bunch of ppl tonight it was strange but felt good ... reconnecting to the ppl that i have managed to lose touch with. Matt flipped his truck the dumbass and almost got a DUI.. talk about a dumbass. i havent talked to danny in like forever he visit ed me the other day. I think about him everytime i go into a tanning salon "youll be a lobster baby"... even tho i dont go to that same one anymore. Im gonna take aleja and were gonna bake!!! hehe. not peanut butter pancakes. well im gonna go night night on my bright pink sheets that i bought today.. hehe libby lus rubbing off on me more and more. hehe " are u to pure to be pink?" goodnight

Between the razor and her wrist

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